「 the shadow.the darkness. 10:36 」

...this shall be the last of this kind of posts...

i have finally made a full decision

i feel happy, i feel sad

i feel clear, i feel confused

i feel justified, i feel mean

...i am sorry...

...good luck...

「 the shadow.the darkness. 22:07 」

i hate "them". they suck. suckier than i thought they were, don't know how to describe them anymore. they taint such a long history just because of JCT.. wad the hell is this all about man.. suck suck suck.. (i shall not use vulgarities).. people can't just judge because of one event that occur. would they like it, if we judge just because they did something? YOU HAVE TO SEE BOTH PERSPECTIVE DAMN IT, i thought adults know this.. what the shyt?.. don't know what to say man.. no point in saying also.. we shall just treasure the term more..

"the book" is going to be thin compared to the previous 31 copies.. but it will be the most exciting one

「 the shadow.the darkness. 11:09 」

i hope that the rose has not wilted and died yet...

「 the shadow.the darkness. 09:31 」

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

try it at http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

「 the shadow.the darkness. 20:59 」

what is a friend?
dictionary: one attached to another by affection or esteem
my thoughts: one who is there for you when you need them, but at other times, you take them for granted

what is a friendship?
dictionary: the state of being friends
my thoughts: an affinity that you share with another human being, a relationship that is often forgotten as important. pessimistically you can look at it as a string hold on tightly by two people, and a little force will just break the string.. something you will really need to treasure...

what is sorry?
dictionary: feeling sorrow, regret, or penitence
my thoughts: a word that is frequently used as a way to force people to forgive you, or simply a word to stop an arguement.. it has lost its values...

what is pretense?
dictionary: professed rather than real intention or purpose
my thoughts: a mask worn by everyone today.. you will never know who to trust and not to trust.. it has also become my "face".. i have forgotten what my true face is like

what is truth?
dictionary: the property (as of a statement) of being in accord with fact or reality
my thoughts: it is what people accept as correct and true, a way people live their lives nowadays.. something that can be changed entirely according how people want to believe

what is human?
dictionary: a bipedal primate mammal
my thoughts: something that have to adapt to its surrounding and survive no matter how harsh situation may change sometimes.. some changes are inevitable...

「 the shadow.the darkness. 22:45 」

i know i shouldn't have tested you.. but sorry.. I don't know why.. I just did it.. haha... oh well.. its my weakness maybe.. the liking to test people... or person...

「 the shadow.the darkness. 22:38 」

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「 the shadow.the darkness. 22:07 」

I thought it's gonna be a good day tomorrow...

but.. sigh.. maybe the "low" still hasn't ended yet...


long way to go............................

「 the shadow.the darkness. 23:38 」

...not even there yet.. and you are already thinking too much again.. wake up lei...

sorry

「 the shadow.the darkness. 22:58 」

it started with...

now it has come to this...

this year is definitely the year of good and superhero movies man. from iron man, to the incredible hulk to prince caspian, hancock, wanted and now it's finally here. the dark knight. although it's a bit lengthy, IT IS 10/10!!! gosh.. i'm not gonna give any spoiler or anything, (since so many people complaint earlier), so my final verdict is: just watch it and be awed.

question in mind:how to be the joker? "why so serious?"