-i am hollow within-: March 2007
March 31, 2007
「 the shadow.the darkness. 23:59 」

Java Games and Applications

games:
! X-men 3: sequel to the ongoing series of this action-packed game..
! Dance Dance Revolution: lol.. you all know this game right.. just press the direction as indicated by the moving arrows. there's a few music to choose from as well!
! GTi Pinball: finally.. i found a decent pinball game to play with.. not bad at all..
! Insaniquarium Deluxe: this one is going to be the next hit man.. feed your fish.. reach your goals.. collect your pets.. and fight aliens!!
! Luxor: similar to zuma where you shoot balls of the same color so that they will burst and disappear
! NBA Basketball 2006: another decent basketball game after AND1
! Rambo on Fire: catch rambo in action in this game!! action-packed..
! Star Wars III: may the force be with you.. and don't fall to the dark side..



31.03.07

dunno what to say...

just don't cry anymore..

just don't be sad anymore..

i can't ask for more...

be happy.. smiles always..

..:)..



30.03.07

sports fiesta!! today from 7.30am to 1.30pm.. it's free and easy for everybody!! haha.. there will be a lot of games to play everywhere round the school!! competitive and non-competitive ones.. anyway i was reserve for both floorball and soccer so standby around respective venues at 8am and 10am.. other than that i just went around the school and tried short sprint as well as golf-putting.. at the end of the day got the 3rd place for short sprint.. haha timing: 9.49s.. hm.. anyway had bio lesson until 2pm to check test paper then after that went to clean the prefects' room while waiting for sultan to finish his english peer tutoring.. at 4pm we went to tiong for lunch before riyanti came, and i sent her home.. reach back my own place at 6pm. went out again for dinner at 8pm and was back at around 9.30pm... zzz at 12am went out again with emily for supper.. ate at tong shui.. delicious :P came back at 2am.. zzz..

my pride of the day!!












to feng jia: hey gal.. relax okay.. i didn't know what exactly happened to you, but the sjabs said you overworked yourself.. take care ya..



March 30, 2007
「 the shadow.the darkness. 18:39 」

Gan Eng Seng Student Leaders

29.03.07
this logo explains it all for today... its finally the day i have been waiting for.. a day which will mark my official appointment as a head prefect and also the day when all the sufferings and stress of the past few week will be over.. haha.. it's the GESS STUDENT LEADERS' INVESTITURE today!!! lol sadly i woke up late.. so rushing to school. the team captains were invested earlier in the morning, while i also introduced the executive committee of 2007 to the school. it's the usual lesson until 11.45 when we were dismissed for last minute preparation.. nearing the time of the investiture the stress builds up again and i only had one time to practice my speech before the whole thing itself.. was so freaking nervous.. damn.. at 2.30pm it started.. and there was hiccup already.. no school song... dotz.. by now i'm so damn bloody stressed liao.. anyway the rest went on smoothly, my speech, badge taking as well as the cheer part itself.. at long last it was over.. haha..

to gess student leaders: it has been a successful investiture today (except for the school song part) thank you for your co-operation and congratulations as we are now officially Gan Eng Seng School's first batch of student leaders!

to seniors and invited guests: thanks for coming to the investiture, i hope you guys enjoyed it. and thanks to dzaki as well for the drawing, it is damn cool! :)

to mr. chan, ms. tan, and mr. mui and others who contributed to the sli, thank you very much, it would not have been successful if you guys weren't there to help us. THANK YOU!

to excom: it's finally over.. from now on we can take things easier.. oh we still have to do AAR as well as the prefects' interview though :P



March 24, 2007
「 the shadow.the darkness. 22:59 」

24.03.07

woke up at 11.30am!!! my goodness.. haha.. started to pack up the house le.. vacuum and mop the floor till about 2pm.. went out for lunch with emily at tiong's thai express. had a beef phat tai (i like it lol!!..) met up with angeline before making our way to sakura.. we're going there to celebrate safwan's birthday in advance haha.. a halal buffet restaurant.. but when we reach there, we realize the restaurant was closed for lunch break.. and it will open again at 6pm.. sianz.. so we went to jurong entertainment center to meet up with peng, cheryl and saf instead.. played pool and at around 6pm went back to sakura.. by the time we get there people are already queuing up! can't believe it.. haha. anyway got our table pretty soon.. and we quickly got full too!! the food not nice one lor.. aiyo.. after eating we wanted to catch a movie.. but it was so hard to get a cab from there.. so in the end we took 33 to cheryl's house.. played jenga and heart attack before cutting saf's birthday cake and went home.. cheryl's mom so nice to send us back home haha :D

to anonymous: how's your outing today?? haha hope it was an enjoyable one.

to safwan: happy birthday in advance to you!! lol.. sorry to make you so pissed earlier today..

to pacs: it was a fun day guys!! such been a long time since we last have this kind of outing.. haha

to switheart: hope you are feeling much better by now.. recover soon..



23.03.07

woke up.. try to "style" my hair.. which i thought was a bit of a failure.. haha.. went to school.. first period was emaths, followed by chemistry and 2 periods ofmother tongue, then 2 periods of biology. ms ho wasn't present for the day.. so mr. phua took over 1 period for his emath the other 1 period was a free one before recess.. went to see mr. mui to get my programme booklet which i apparently didn't get.. went back to class a bit late for amaths.. because mr. mui was talking to some other prefects before me.. 2 periods of amaths quickly passed and the last period was reading. but as the hall was already used for the preparation of the pta meeting this evening. waited for trecia and beng to finish their physics practical before going for lunch. in the end they didn't have the practical, so we went to carl's jr. in vivo at around 3pm to have our lunch.. had a charboiled santa fe chicken burger.. damn big lar.. and damn exp oso lol.. but nvr mind delicious :) anyway went back at 4.30pm as trecia had to report for duty and i had to find mr. low for my ushering duty as well. so weird i didn't need to wear blazers.. anyway the pta meeting started at about 7pm.. lasting for like 2hr+ my goodness.. i don't know how mr. giam manage to talk for about 1hr+.. ushering of the VIPs were ridiculous man.. cock up here and there.. goodness.. zzz..

to anonymous: i don't know why i decided to talk so much rubbish today.. just hope you don't mind..

to the prefects: that help out in the ushering duties. thanks a lot and well done guys! :)



March 23, 2007
「 the shadow.the darkness. 23:15 」

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁

你是我的专署天使,

维我能独占。

没有谁能取代你在心上,

拥有一个专署天使,

我哪里还需要别的愿望。



March 22, 2007
「 the shadow.the darkness. 21:15 」

22.03.07

woke up.. go school.. morning assembly.. first 2 period physics.. zzz.. next 2 period el.. followed by bio.. had a practical.. cut some stuffs.. test some solutions.. zZz... recess.. ss.. don't know what aj doing.. came in the class.. set up his laptop for almost 20mins.. show us some shyt before the bell rings.. then left the class.. last 2 period was cme.. mr. phua wasn't around.. so pauline chia took them.. went to the i-studio, found out the drama club was inside.. so we went to the resource room instead.. which is so small.. luckily got health screening so went down and waste time.. haha.. by the time we went back to the i-studio.. it's 10mins more to dismissal.. after dismissal, went for lunch with zheng yi.. before meeting mr. mui at like 2.45pm (damn.. ask us wait so long.. lol) meeting ended at about 4pm.. quickly called up emily.. she picked me up and went to cut hair.. lol.. first time having style-cut.. quite satisfied with the result.. haha.. went back home.. chit chat.. and blogging this before sleeping.. too tired to do sli stuffs.. haha...

...

to emily and cindy: thanks for bringing me to the salon.. muahaha.. quite happy with my hair now.. :P

to anonymous: don't worry i'm not thinking or even feeling anything so please cheer up!!

to trecia: muahaha.. i've got a secret weapon.. will show you tomorrow!! :P



March 21, 2007
「 the shadow.the darkness. 22:53 」

the environment. the surrounding. the atmosphere

it's all so different... depending on where i stand..

school?? home?? outside??

i don't understand myself nowadays..

am i too confused? am i stressed? or am i just worrying too much??

...zZz...

:P



21.03.07

woke up real late today.. lol 6.30.. also wake up cos riyanti sms-ed me haha.. anyway made my way to school.. so unlucky.. today have to rain.. so i was quite afraid that the announcement made for the student leaders was unclear.. and truly it was.. first 2 period was amaths.. mr. phua was chasing after homework before he started on integration. 3rd period was physics.. lcb discussed about the experiment yesterday.. next was bio.. ms. ho was talking about menstrual cycle.. last 2 period before recess.. pe.. hm.. wasted 1 period before going up to the hall to play floorball.. haha scored 2 goals YEAH... :P.. recess.. english was next.. stupidly don't know why pauline chia was so good that she let us off even though we didn't do her holiday homework.. she is damn weird with all her mood swings lar.. dotz.. last 2 period was ss.. aj don't know teaching what before giving us a test at 1pm.. 2pm got rehearsal. fortunately quite a large no. of student leaders attended. :) finished the rehearsal at around 3.30pm.. then had a long meeting until 6pm before going home.. rushed my speech to be vet again by pauline chia.. then continued with my amaths homework...

to anonymous: i'm different??? perhaps..

to anonymous2: it's not i don't want to talk to you.. it's just that whenever i want to talk.. you don't seemed interested..

to student leaders of GESS: thanks to all of you that came down today.. i am really sorry to say this, but somehow we changed the whole flow.. so on tuesday, we will be sure to finalise everything first before calling up the rehearsal :)



March 20, 2007
「 the shadow.the darkness. 22:36 」

20.03.07

as usual.. woke up.. went to school.. assembly.. history 1st and 2nd period.. did a test in 2nd period. mother tongue lesson next.. stupid old woman scolding god-knows-who and she was damn pissed.. last 2 period before recess was chemistry.. went to the lab to do titration again.. SO BORRINGGGG.. dotz.. after recess table tennis people went off for competition so they were spared off pauline chia's nagging and scolding.. god damn**, she's so unbearable.. dotz.. last period was actually emaths.. but mr. phua went to the competition along with the table tennis team so lcb took over.. siao one.. one period still ask us go physics lab.. in the end couldn't even finish the experiment and went late for assembly. after the assembly finished went to talk to chl before going home.. after that did nothing much except preparation for tomorrow's rehearsal. haha..

aiyoyoyoyo...

to anonymous: i know i am not allowed to say.. but then just want to say sorry for the misunderstanding caused..

to all student leaders of GESS: tomorrow there will be a rehearsal for the student leaders' investiture after school, the venue should be in the school hall at around 2pm. attendance is compulsory so please be there. there will also be 2 more rehearsals on tuesday, 27th March (during assembly period) and wednesday 28th March (after school)



March 19, 2007
「 the shadow.the darkness. 21:21 」

am i a trash?????????

what am i to you??

what do you treat me as??

why do things turn out this way?

you are always happy with him and others..

why do you still need me to fill up the space for sadness.. sigh..

!@#$%^..
oops..

haha.. another random side of me..




"300"Prepare for Glory!!
cast:
  • Gerrard Butler as King Leonidas
  • Lena Headey as Queen Gorgo
  • Dominic West as Theron
  • David Wenham as Dilios
  • Vincent Regan as Captain
  • Rodrigo Santoro as Xerxes
plot:
the spartans lived their lives as warriors who never surrender or give up. king leonidas (butler) was brought up the same way. he was thrown into the wild during winter at a mere 7 years old. but came back still surviving. during his rule, a persian messenger came with a message "water and earth" leonidas felt insulted and will not give in to the persian's atrocity anymore he killed the messengers, setting off a war. unfortunately his council was bribed, thus he could not go to war with the whole army. this epic movie shows how he led 300 bravest and finest spartan warriors to fight waves after waves of millions of persian army before getting defeated after a betrayal..

overall:
10/10. lots of gore, blood and violence.. some nudity scenes.. gave it 10 upon 10 as it is my first m18 movie (so value added :P).. but it was an awesome movie.. leonidas is cool.. but i will be scared if one day i become like him.. lol.. check out the oracle girl scene.. XP



19.03.07

woke up at 5am.. rushed to study biology.. lol.. anyway was raining when i reached school.. first lesson after a week's hols was biology.. and i took the test which is suppose to be taken like 2 weeks ago.. was quite a simple one though i'm not pretty confident.. 3rd and 4th period was mother tongue followed by chemistry for 5th and 6th period.. fell asleep for like 5mins during the lesson LOL.. sorry ms. ma.. recess was busy also.. went around to photocopy the interviewing stuffs and searching for mr. mui to confirm with him the venue for the interview.. aiyo also don't know what he is busy with.. cant even find us a decent interviewing venue.. dotz.. anyway last 2 period was mother tongue.. after school had the prefects interview for the year1s and some year2s as well as year3s (they didn't turn up apparently). was on until about 4.30pm because my group was the largest one i guess.. hm.. went to eat carl's jr. at vivocity and went home.. mugging for history test tomorrow now.. hm.. klfdjslkfjalsdj

to year1 prefects candidate: thank you for making the effort to come down for today's interview. we will tell you the results in about 1 or 2 weeks time. be patient :P to some of you..

to excom'07 and some year4 prefects: thanks for coming down to initiate the interview!

to year3s who attended the interview: appreciate you guys for coming down for the interview, hope you have learnt something from the interview and will be able to do the same or even a better job next year!

to hashim: was glad that you were able to make it for the interview! keep it up!

to anonymous: hm.. didn't know u had such a big heart.. haha.. was actually ashame of myself.. hmm..



18.03.07

woke up at 10am.. my god was late for breakfast appointment!! lol anyway quickly rushed down and had a burger king breakfast.. came back home at around 1pm.. did some prefects stuffs until about 4pm before going out again with emily. we went to meet her friend, noel, to watch a movie.. and damn.. it was a m18 movie which is 300.. goodness gracious... i don't know if i can make it in.. lol anyway we walked around vivo first because the movie only starts at 5.40pm. before catching the movie went to eat at carl's junior.. hm the spicy beef cheese fries was OKAY lar.. still prefer KFC cheese fries though.. but we could refill our drinks which is cool.. haha.. the movie last till about 8pm.. damn!! it was good... muahaha.. my first m18 movie.. lol.. actually was quite scared when the guy asked to check my id.. but then apparently he only checked the year.. so i passed.. LOL.. had dinner at food republic and when home.. quickly revised my biology before sleeping.. zzz.. oh ya.. bought a new wallet as well as slipper.. LOL

my new ripcurl wallet..









my op slippers.. so fat sia..









have u ever seen such a yellowish note??? dotz..










to anonymous: 不好意思, i was late for breakfast.. haha..

to emily: thanks for bringing me to my first m18 movie.. LOL XP and the wallet as well as the slippers..

to sultan: thanks for your help.. u know what i mean ;)



17.03.07

woke up at around 10.30pm.. vacuum and mop the floor at 11.30pm.. finish at 12.30pm.. slacking all the way until around 3pm before going for lunch with emily. ate at mos burger.. had ebi rice burger..lol. while emily made her way to bugis for her japanese lesson, i stayed in mos and did my emaths homework.. lol.. see i so "guai".. anyway at 7pm went to meet up with emily again.. walk around for a while before we had dinner at billy bomber. the portion was so big.. that when we finish the nacho (appetizer) already i was half full!! my goodness... the food was so-so lar.. not that fantastic.. went back home afterwards. at around 11pm went out with emily again to meet up with her friends.. while they were talking talking and talking.. i already closed my eyes.. lol.. anyway reach back home at 2.30am.... ZzZzZ.. lol

to anonymous: hope you like your orange "socks".. haha



March 17, 2007
「 the shadow.the darkness. 10:31 」

16.03.07

friday.. had chemistry lesson at 2pm. finished at 3.30pm. excom decided to go for a karaoke session.. damn.. was fun!!! haha.. but i sang like don't know what.. so don't mind arh.. anyway finished the session at 7pm.. what the shyt need to pay $14... so expensive!!! lol.. anyway after the session everyone was either tired or bankrupt.. so decided to go home. peng and angeline split up with us.. so i took the mrt with zheng yi, carmel and beng.. while waiting for the bus to go home, emily called me out for dinner.. emmmm... ichiban boshi!!! DELICIOUS.. was so damn full after the dinner.. emily went to her friends' house, while i made my way home.. still have to rush out my speech as well as organize interview stuffs for monday.. zzz.. so tired...

to anonymous: don't know why i dreamed like that, but hope you wouldn't mind..

to anonymous2: damn.. how come u suddenly become so "hot"???

to excom'07: karaoke session was FUN!!! let's go again some other time!! when everyone is fully loaded and free!! lol.. too bad kede, poh gek and steph miss today's session.. haha.

to switheart: let's just cool down and take time to think about it ya? hm...



March 16, 2007
「 the shadow.the darkness. 11:12 」

"i **** yOu"
not vulgarities mind you..
what e shyt..

nice one..

lol.. randomized thoughts.. :P



March 15, 2007
「 the shadow.the darkness. 23:17 」

Inuka's Backside!!
lol forgotten to post this the other day. i jst think it's a very "sexy" shot! LOL
inuka's cute when he's swimming and ballet-ing in the water!!!
:) in case you guys don't know, inuka's the polar bear in the zoo.. LOL



15.03.07

woke up around 9.30am.. almost late for physics lesson at 10am... hm.. anyway the lesson was on until 12pm.. today one was quite enjoyable. very fun playing around with the "crocclip" software. inside the software you can create and play around with electrical circuits.. fun fun fun.. had meeting with mr. mui, excom, and some prefects that are to be reviewed at one. however, only hashim and melissa turn up. hope you guys meant what you told mr. mui today, and we'll try to guide you along. turn up late for chemistry lesson as the meeting dragged on to about 2.30pm. the chemistry lesson was damn boring.. ultimately because i think i was very damn super duper tired and hungry.. almost starved to death.. anyway lesson ended at 4pm. went to kfc with beng, sultan and steph.. but steph couldn't eat with us as she need to drop her hp at sony ericsson service centre (stupid can spoil the screen until like that). ate quickly and went back home to nap. had dinner at about 8pm in henderson market.. hm.. delicious stingray and sotong!! :P.. came back home and here i am blogging.. haha

to anonymous: don't misunderstand about the give up thingy on my post yesterday.. it's definitely not about my relationship with anyone..

to anonymous2: was glad that we had the same thinking.. but i just don't know why things can't work out.. haha.. anyway great minds think alike :D

to hashim and melissa: today's session is not to find fault with you guys or anything, we, the excom just felt that you guys needed a wake up call. so hope you will turn over a new leaf and let's start afresh in 2nd term! :)

to those who did not turn up to meet mr. mui: you guys seriously lack of commitment for the board. what else can i say. do not be shocked if your names are strike off from the board.



March 14, 2007
「 the shadow.the darkness. 23:57 」

the mee and the bao...

one day, char siew bao took a walk along the river.

he met with maggie mee, and maggie accidentally bang into him.

all the char siew dropped out and "char siew" bao looked battered.

he went back home crying, this enraged the whole bao family.

they went on a search for maggie mee.

there was a spaghetti, walking around elegantly.

the bao family later said. "don't think you rebond your hair and we cannot recognize you!!"

credits: beng.. i think she damn idiot sia.. keep coming out with lame jokes.. well maybe she didn't come out with this one.. but she told me about it.. dotz.. IDIOT! :P



14.03.07

woke up at 7.30am.. took shower.. slowly slowly prepare.. and went to school.. had a history test at 9am.. the test was a joke man.. mr. lim simply put his worksheet together and gave it to us. did it quite fast.. went to have breakfast in long john silver with carmel, peng and beng. went back to school to finish up some stuffs and had another prefect meeting for half an hour.. before we had nothing to do up until 2pm.. went to meet mr. chan. the meeting lasted for a freaking' 2 hours.. anyway went back home.. and got ready to go to gwc to meet up with beng and carmel to do some schoolwork.. hm.. ate subway again.. haha.. anyway did work until 8pm before going back home. finish up some prefects stuff before blogging... zzz..

hm.. today is the day when i should give up..

to anonymous: thank you..



13.03.07

woke up around 8am today.. met sultan at the bus stop before we set off to school together. had amaths extra lesson today. went early to school to finish up my homework before the lesson. started on chapter 19 today. the lesson ended at about 12.30pm. went to eat at long john silver with sultan, joshua, poh gek and shermin. went back home early and had a nap till about 6pm. today merrie's going back to holland, so we had a sumptuous dinner takeaway at home, before leaving for airport at 9.30pm. came back and realised i had to re-do the whole student leaders' investiture programme booklet, and the seating arrangement. luckily i have done the student leaders' oath earlier. slept at 1.30am.. hasta la vista to merrie. have a safe trip and take care!! will miss you!!

to anonymous: today must have been one of the happiest day in your life right? hm.. stay happy always..

to merrie: take care!! hope to see you soon.. with my bluetooth earpiece that is.. :P

to excom '07: you guys better wake up and take a little bit more initiative.. when you all cannot do things on time, tell me in advance.. otherwise i would have to stay up late to clear up the shit you guys leave behind. furthermore, those who don't have anything i instructed to do, doesn't mean you don't have to do anything.. you can always help your team members right? hm..



March 13, 2007
「 the shadow.the darkness. 18:36 」


inspired by a true story...
cast:
  • Will Smith as Chris Gardner
  • Jaden Smith as Jaden Christopher Syre Smith
  • Thandie Newton as Linda
  • Bryan Howe as Jay Twistle
  • James Karen as Martin Frohm
  • Dan Castellaneta as Alan Frakesh
  • Kurt Fuller as Walter Ribbon
plot:
chris gardner (smith) is a salesman, selling electronic scanners to hospitals. he wasn't doing very well with his sales. he decided to become a stockbroker. after deciding so, his wife, linda (newton) left him while he take custody of his son jaden (jaden smith). after doing everything he could he was able to enter the stockbroker's training session, but he would not be payed a salary for 6 months and there were not any guarantee that he will be accepted to the company. he took his chances at the lessons, but later his savings in the bank got seized due to his overwhelming taxes. he had only 20 odd dollars left to survive along with his son. due to his determination, hard work and luck, he made in into the company and from then on got his happiness..

overall:
9/10. a very-inspiring movie. taught me a lot of things which i have never realized. cant give it a 10 though :P there is always room for improvements.



12.03.07

at last.. it's our cip day.. we are going to the zoo again!! woke up late actually.. 7.30am.. haha.. rushed down to school and set out on a chartered bus.. was grouped upon reaching the zoo by maggie. waited for the arrival of the young kids whom we will guide later on.. i later made an acquintance with a primary one boy (shall not tell you guys his name).. later on found out his brother was also in the trip.. haha.. so in the end the 2 stick together all the way.. went to see polar bear (again).. and lots more animals.. the trip ended at around 12.30pm, but we had to wait for the bus until 1.30pm before going back to school. had lunch with beng and siok kiang in subway, afterwards they went kallang for their competition, while i went back to tiong to meet up with merrie. we went back home early as we have a movie to catch at 6pm. it's not any other normal movie.. but @ gold class!!! damn.. my first time in a gold class cinema.. the feeling was good man.. nice chair and service!! haha.. watch the pursuit of happiness.. an inspirational movie that woke me up to pursue my TRUE happiness lol.. lasted for about 2 and a half hours. afterwards we went to eat claypot rice at chinatown.. mmm.. was heavenly man.. and ate quite a lot somemore.. went back home afterwards.. still have amaths extra lesson tomorrow.. sianz...

to a lot of anonymous: i realised what true happiness is and i have to have a great deal of determination to reach it. right now i have "happiness" and happiness in front of my eyes. but which is which? it will take a long time for us to know. but to me, i know who is it already. what matters now, is for me to work hard for o levels, so that i can get into any jc that person is going.

to the primary one boy: hope you have enjoyed my accompany today and your time in the zoo!! it was a pleasure to make you my acquintance!

to charmaine: was a huge coincidence that i met you in the zoo today. catch you another time!! :P and yes i am the one!



11.03.07

woke up at around 10+.. didn't do anything much until 1.30pm.. went out to have an excom meeting in tiong.. (very weird arh).. lol. finish meeting at 4pm, we went to eat in kopitiam. went to play pool afterwards at safra.. nowadays, for some reason pool getting very boring.. haha.. played until around 7.30pm. everybody went home, while i went to meet up with emily and merrie in orchard. wanted to go to the wallet shop to get a new wallet.. didn't know the heeren's wallet shop was gone already.. haha.. my cousins shop till around 10.30pm before we left the place to have our dinner (like supper time already lol) at boon tong kee chicken rice.. hm.. delicious.. such a long time since i ate this..went back home and went to zzz... there will be a zoo outing tomorrow..

to anonymous: you must be tired.. pang seh us..

to anonymous2: sorry...



March 11, 2007
「 the shadow.the darkness. 10:20 」

10.03.07

woke up early to vacuum and mop the floor.. went out for breakfast at 10.. hm.. first time i tried burger king breakfast.. was super duper nice.. haha, thanks to the person who recommended me to eat it. :) studied until about 1pm before moving on to vivocity.. walk around until about 2pm before i had my lunch there.. hmhm.. walk to harbourfront center to have ice cream before i made my way back to tbp and then home.. reached home at around 5pm haha.. at around 6pm.. for some stupid and strange reason.. its such a coincidence that the dragon scouts (who's doing their job week today) can come to my house.. so there's this 2 sec 1 girls, whom i don't know, yet they know me, came and say "erh, hello, we are from gan eng seng dragon scouts.." and i told them, "i know i'm from gan eng seng.." and they quickly replied, "hello sendy, so u know what to do right??" lol.. can have such things one arh.. then later aixia and alex also came along.. so i gave some contributions to them as well.. haha.. later join my cousin at 7pm to have my dinner at the vientai cafe (located just outside the gv in great world) the food was not bad.. especially the curry duck.. very nice XD.. after i eating i met up with angeline, peng and safwan to play pool.. played 2 games and then cheryl came and we went back to great world.. after a while they decided to go botanic garden and eat prata... while i join my cousin back for our "second dinner". initially they wanted to eat bak kut teh at balestier.. then they changed to bugis to eat dessert.. but hor, stupidly.. after going bugis they suddenly turn aroun and went back to river valley to eat at the tong shui.. my god.. lol.. anyway stayed until very late before going back home at 2am.. haha... zzz...

to anonymous: thanks.. i have truly enjoyed e day :)

to anonymous2: hope u won't fall sick tomorrow, otherwise i'll get scolded by someone.. haha

to the "stupid" sec 1 girl: there is a lot more other guys in this world.. don't do such stupid things.. though i don't even know who you are..



March 10, 2007
「 the shadow.the darkness. 01:10 」

09.03.07

woke up.. went to school.. had a prefect meeting after the morning assembly.. needed to tell all of them to stay back after school for the student leaders' stuff.. didn't know they need to take photo.. in the end everyone went back late for lesson.. worse still my class suppose to be having a biology test.. so in the end i got complained at by ms. ho and 11 prefects from my class didn't take the biology test today.. instead we will take it when school reopens.. next lesson was mother tongue.. didn't even pay attention ms. tan's lesson.. today she damn bad mood.. so damn lazy to look at her "chao bin".. anyway next lesson was maths.. mr. phua did so many admin. stuff.. then for the last 10 mins i slept.. hm.. pe was next.. every guy had to do at least 1 pull up before they can play.. still couldn't play after i did pull up though.. the street soccer court was used by the sec3s. during recess went to get school envelopes for the invitation card.. in the end get complain again by mr. phua.. because apparently ms. ho tell him about the incident in the morning.. sian.. anyway wrote all the addresses of the schools on the envelope.. physics lesson had a test.. a simple one rather.. last period was english.. most chaotic one.. couldn't be bothered.. 1.40pm went to the hall to meet mr. chan and gauge how many people can be squeezed in the hall stage with the prefects we have.. practise a bit of entrance and dismissed them.. went to hand over the invitations to the general office for them to send it out.. after that had a meeting with mr. chan after he came back from his medical checkup.. dotz.. i seriously don't know what to say about the meeting. one side is a great meeting. one side i don't really like it. afterwards went to eat at mos burger before i go back home and take a quick rest.. before starting to hang around the comp until now.. time to zzz..

to anonymous: sorry to make you wait for freaking long.. i didn't know the meeting was so long.. sorry sorry sorry..

to anonymous2: hmhm.. you did not piss me off whatsoever.. just stop sighing.. i don't hear you sigh so much last year.. sounded very very very sad lar..

to ms. ho: sorry for not informing you earlier about the meeting.. all i can do is to beg for your forgiveness.. i will never do it again in the future

to mr. phua: sorry to make you receive complaints from other teacher about the morning incident. i'll try to take the mistake as a learning point and will not repeat the same one

to the 10 prefects of 4i: sorry guys to make you cannot take the biology test today.. i know like this will waste your effort to study the test yesterday..

to switheart: see what did i tell you? don't have to worry so much.. now the outcome is out and its good right?? haha.. hm.. miss you lots these days.. i am unbelievably busy this week.. haha..



08.03.07

another tiring day to blog.. just blog all the things i do.. after so long, i ate in macdonald and with black no less.. hm.. that at night ate stingray and sotong for dinner.. haha the go back home to start studying biology and physics.. aiyo can die lar.. headache.. slept at around 11+ i guess.. zzz.. such a tiring week..

to anonymous: the dinner was simply good man.. first time i order this kind of food when eating with friends.. haha..

to black: sorry arh pang seh u from tiong bahru just now.. hm..



March 08, 2007
「 the shadow.the darkness. 17:28 」

07.03.07

too tired, hurtful and confusing day...
leaving messages..

to student leaders: it was great that all the ug leaders were able to attend the meeting. it was a great success!! thank you everyone! hope we'll have a great student leaders' investiture on 29th March

to excom'07: sorry i guess everything that we have planned have been abolished today.. i apologize for being such an in efficient leader..

to anonymous: somehow i've got mixed up feelings about you. i hate you. yet for some reasons i feel that i have to look up to you for some leadership skills. i don't know why the hell did you want the proposal last week, if you are going to abolish all our ideas and only take ideas from meeting which is only held today. what on earth do you expect me to do? i can't type out a proposal without ideas that you will accept. i know you were very angry when you saw the invitation card. it was faulty, but i just wanted to show you and see if you are agreeable to the format. i sacrificed my time to prepare for prelim to rush out that shit. and all i get is a black face? i know you are damn not happy with me, you dislike me as well. but can you fucking don't be sarcastic by like shooting for the whole meeting and just tell it to me straight in the face? sigh..



March 07, 2007
「 the shadow.the darkness. 19:28 」

06.03.07

very sleepy.. zzz.. anyway went to school.. had an early excom meeting.. then went to mr. mui to ask about a few things.. missed the first period as there were so many things to ask.. haiz.. anyway got a complaint by the juniors i don't wear tie.. don't know how to respond.. just have to wear my tie now.. hope the juniors will be following suit. 2nd period was social elective (double).. finished up my last week's work and hand up.. zzz for a while after that.. followed by maths.. mr. phua asked some of us to go to the board to do some questions, which, apparently, have to be done last week in his absence.. lucky i didn't strike lottery lol! next 2 period is english. did a comprehension passage minus the summary part. went off for recess.. had chem lesson for the next 2 periods and emaths for the last period.. had test on loci and change of speed (i think).. anyway had student forum next.. damn it was a total disaster thanks to those "group of people". was a bit pissed.. anyway went to have to lunch at mos in tbp and went back home.. had to prepare for prelim as well as the student leaders' investiture invitation card.. designing of the cards took me quite a while.. though i still have to wait for beng to scan the sl logo into the computer and jane to print it out.. so went out to have dinner at the kopitiam opposite tbp.. quickly went back home.. and finished my invitation card.. i think at around 11+pm.. went to zzz...

to a lot of anonymous: you guys are seriously pathetic.. supposedly to be a forum not a boo-ing or even debating session.. guess you guys just don't have brains even after 4 years being in secondary school.. yucks..

to switheart: thanks for the cookie.. its damn nice.. haha..



March 05, 2007
「 the shadow.the darkness. 22:50 」

Words of the Day!!

i have learned a new word today!!

what's the original word for "sperm"??

it's "spermatozoon"!!

cool.. haha

credits: ms. ho along with the biology textbook.. lol



05.03.07

back to school again today.. woke up later than usual yet again (have bin waking up late nowadays).. anyway went to school.. while lazing around on the 2nd level.. peng called me and asked me to find ms. tay yan ling in the general office. was quite shock because i had never talk to her in person.. so was wondering why would she want to see me.. in the end realised she had to borrow a school flag from the prefects' room.. so lent her.. later, had an excom meeting during the morning assembly. told the excom members about the different thing they needed to do as well as the deadlines. started the day with 2 periods of bio.. was quite interesting as we started a new chapter on reproductive organs.. of course everyone's very excited about it.. then got one time where ms. ho say she never mention the word "penis" whenever she's teaching this chapter before.. so i asked her "means u nvr say the word before?" and she replied "have lar sometimes.." after a pause of 1 second.. hairul and me said "to who?" simultaneously.. damn funny lar.. haha. anyway lessons continued to mt.. then emaths. today we had the last project presentation on "stretch" was quite an interesting topic.. haha.. afterwards was recess, went around to inform the year 2s and 3s about their prefects interview after school.. then normal chem lessons and mt followed.. went to prefects room straight after school because had to prepare the room for the interview. anyway, had 5 interviews up till 4pm before we are done.. went to kfc after that and rush back home.. and found out that my comp is up and running again.. with a better appearance and faster work speed!! kudos to emily!! went to have dinner in shangrila hotel.. a buffet style dinner.. they had all food ranging from western, japanese to asian food! oh my god.. it was simply heaven... went back home and started revising emaths through heymath for the test on loci and speed of change tomorrow.. before bloggin.. zzz...
















shangrila hotel.. so high class..



















the buffet restaurant in the hotel!! choco fondue!!!

to anonymous: sorry to not notice that you were happy.. i try to be more observant next time.. just be yourself and cheer up everyday ya?? :D oh and please don't start writing those kind of things.. somehow i was angry with myself after reading it.. though i know i don't have the right to stop you..

to ms. tay yan ling: you didn't give me back the flag in the end.. dotz.. lol

to bart: bon voyage! hope u had a fun stay in singapore and will have a safe journey back to holland!! hope to see u soon!! XP

to switheart: sorry didn't wait for you just now.. hope u've enjoyed the day..



04.03.07

sunday.. woke up at 12pm.. super duper tired last night.. lol.. went to try out my laptop again and see if it's working.. but too bad it wasn't.. still damn lag.. so started transferring all my datas to an external drive before getting ready to restore it. the transferring was damn long as well lar.. went out for my lunch at 2pm and left my computer on.. actually i had left it on since last night.. but because there was screensaver so the whole comp hang due to it.. sigh.. lol so dumb.. anyway had lunch in vivocity.. a noodle restaurant.. wa.. ate abalone wanton noodle.. so exciting XP.. but damn expensive lar.. $7.90 for a bowl of noodle.. dotz... anyway walked around vivo before setting out for tiong bahru plaza to study with angeline and peng.. reached at around 6pm.. in the end i didn't study much as i had to plan for the excom duties for the student leader investiture.. went back home at 8.30pm, took a shower and borrowed my cousin laptop to blog.. by this time my comp is done transferring things.. so waited for emily to come back and restored it.. meanwhile also waiting for merrie and bart to come back from chiang mai.. they reached home at around 11pm.. we had a quick "lao yu sheng" as today's e last day of chinese new year (the 15th day). today was quite different had salmon instead of abalone inside the yu sheng.. haha.. wasn't very tasty though.. didn't like it.. anyway blogged my last post and went to sleep at 12am..

to excom '07: sorry for not calling you guys up on saturday.. was busy.. so didn't have time to plan and call u guys up.. hope we can work well and plan out a fantastic student leaders' investiture for GESS!! jiayou!!



March 04, 2007
「 the shadow.the darkness. 22:31 」

03.02.07

woke up damn early (7am i think) to deliver something.. came back quickly to clean the house.. vaccumed and mopped the floor.. then watched tv till about 12.. before falling asleep.. was awaken at 12.30 by call from chang run.. for some reason he just want to play soccer even though i told him there was no soccer ball and not enough people to play.. went out to eat lunch in kopitiam with my cousin at about 1+pm. then hang around tbp before goin to beng's home for her belated birthday party.. reached the place like one of the earliest. her sec2 table tennis juniors were also there already.. anyway she came down with some kind of yellow sweater-clothes.. so action :P jkjk.. then the catered food came at around 5pm.. by the time trecia reached as well.. the crowd only started coming at around 6pm.. the table tennis people and the rest of the 4is.. hasyna brought along her younger brother, sha min. a very cute kid.. hehe.. so i started disturbing him :p.. then.. when i was playing uno.. he suddenly came and say "eh eh.. i help you play.." so i just gave my cards to him.. and he suddenly so conveniently sat on my lap.. damn.. its either im good at being a nanny and my lap is so comfortable looking.. or he's just like that.. i think should be the latter one ba.. sit for quite long lar.. make my leg so numb.. dotz.. after a while he went off to play block catching with her sis and tt people.. so i was relieved of duty for a while.. lol XD.. i played uno stacko and sha min came back.. and there he go again "eh eh i help you play.." and he sat on my lap yet again.. goodness gracious me.. so comfortable meh.. dotz.. anyway at around 9pm the tt people was gone since they were going to catch a movie at 9.35pm in tiong bahru.. haha.. i stayed around until 11pm though.. in the end only left me lol.. beng mother impressed sia.. i stay for so long.. actually it's because even if i reach home early also cannot use comp.. stupid screwed comp.. anyway went back.. took a shower and went to zzz le.. damn tired...

to beng: happy belated birthday!! may all your wish come true.. (don't know how many times say this liao.. lol)

to sha min: yo cute guy!! hope to see you again sometime soon, then we can play together again!! :D..

to hasyna: better pay me.. i took care of your brother so long.. lol!! jkjk XP

to switheart: sorry for not being able to sms you much today.. haha..

to anonymous: haha.. thanks! you've made my day with your decision! :)

to anonymous2: if you are not happy just tell it straight to my face lar.. why must complain behind my back?? a**h***



02.03.07

hm.. today friday huh.. was raining in the morning.. went around to look for mr. mui during morning assembly.. handed in something important.. then went to look for mr. chan next to hand in my reflection and second proposal.. and got quite pissed off because he gave me the "what a weirdo" look.. anyway continued on with the lesson.. today basically is a very quite day.. i almost didn't talk to the person beside me.. and another person didn't want to talk to me.. so sian.. anyway had bio 1st period.. mt 2nd and 3rd period.. chang run came to sit with me and started talking crap.. lol.. the next 2 period was chemistry and followed by pe.. played soccer during pe.. stupid ben had to trip me.. haha.. went for recess.. had a late meeting with the prefects and went back to class. this is where all the irritating things start to surface. it was suppose to be physics lesson.. however ms. chia was inside the class giving out some stuff. after about 10 mins or so people started shouting "miss chia we need to go physics lab" then she started panicking, hurrying us up to go to the lab.. in the end, we were late for 15 mins for the lesson. then during the lesson itself we were suppose to do 2 experiment but then the 2nd experiment couldn't be done because lcb keep nagging nagging.. then first bell ring we started the experiment but because in the experiment suppose to have 5 voltmeters, but we were only given 2.. so everybody panicked. lcb stopped the lesson then start nagging until the second bell ring then he say okay carry on.. do the experiment for 3 mins.. by the 2nd minute pauline chia already come up and find us. when we were back in class got scolded before going to the hall for reading period.. "just now i hurried you all to the lab.. everyone so slow.. now eat up to my period" everyone was like what the f***??? it's like her fault for eating up lcb's period first lar.. so unreasonable and such a b****.. anyway went for reading period. then had chemistry lesson after school. learn titration again.. with questions from the past year o's.. after that went to eat.. and went home.. reach home at about 6.30pm and my cousin emily was back from chiang mai.. haha.. bought me a tshirt.. a damn funny shirt lar.. LOL.. its a "make-fun-of-puma" tees. used comp till about 11pm before it suddenly gila babi and got screwed.. at 12am went to orchard to eat ramen with emily.. it wasn't so bad.. haha.. came back at about 1+am and went to zzz...

to anonymous: sorry i thought you were angry with me so didn't talk much to you

to anonymous2: you are such a f***** and son of a b****

to chang run: thanks coulomb for your effort helping me.. appreciate it! :D



March 02, 2007
「 the shadow.the darkness. 00:10 」

Thursday
01.03.07
11.12 pm
this sorrowful day,

sorrowful date,

sorrowful hour,


sorrowful minute,

sorrowful life of mine...

thank you, sorry, and goodbye.. i'll never forget those memories..



March 01, 2007
「 the shadow.the darkness. 20:44 」

01.03.07

was raining non-stop since yesterday.. in the morning it was quite heavy as well. anyway went to school a bit later than the usual time.. there wasn't morning assembly because it was still raining. went to class for assembly instead. before that took the student leaders investiture proposal from angeline before handing it up to mr. chan.. somehow got a sarcastic remarks from him, telling me basically that i am a bad head prefect and a lauzy leader.. which made me think a lot for the first half of the morning. i had two choices: just don't care about the sarcastic remarks, cursing him behind his back OR i prove him wrong.. after a while i decided to take the latter option. had ss for first period, and then english.. had spelling but only for 15 words this time.. got 10/15.. next was chem (the period was actually maths but taken by ms. mah because jeffrey wasn't around) anyway the next 2 periods were free periods before our pe.. played captain's ball during the period itself before going for recess. didn't have much time for recess because i had to discuss with mr. mui about the student forum later on in the afternoon. in the end, he also gave me a list of prefects-interview for next week.. haha.. the periods after recess were killers.. had 3 periods for physics.. went to the lab and for the first 2 period lcb was teaching theory part first. for the last period he spent like 15mins explaining what we had to do.. so we are only left with 15 mins for the experiment, anyway i left hurriedly at 1.30pm as i was trying to attend the student forum for a while before going to the zoo at 1.55pm. kick started the forum and left the rest to my excom members.. sorry about it and thanks guys. at 2pm set off for zoo for our 2nd day training.. today was more interesting because we got to go around the zoo seeing the various animals.. at the same time we had a test, which was rather damn simple. reached back school at 6.00pm. went to eat in kfc afterwards with sultan, beng, yoko and stephanie. went back and took a rest. as i have said earlier, about the choice that i made, so i re-type the proposal along with a reflection sheet.. then blogged this post

some of the photos taken at the zoo:














The polar bear inuka. stupid water droplets.


















hi leon!! lol!! jkjk no offence..













mouse deer.. cute huh? :)













sloth.. super slow sia.. haha..
giant turtles.. so big and slow!! XD
to anonymous: sorry and thanks is all i can say..


to ben, changrun, and tingyao: better friggin' stop spamming..


to maggie and heather: thanks for guiding and training us these 2 days!


to mr. chan: sorry for the "ugly" proposal, hope to bring up myself in ur sight!