-i am hollow within-: July 2008
July 31, 2008
「 the shadow.the darkness. 22:45 」

i know i shouldn't have tested you.. but sorry.. I don't know why.. I just did it.. haha... oh well.. its my weakness maybe.. the liking to test people... or person...



July 30, 2008
「 the shadow.the darkness. 22:38 」

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July 29, 2008
「 the shadow.the darkness. 22:07 」

I thought it's gonna be a good day tomorrow...

but.. sigh.. maybe the "low" still hasn't ended yet...


long way to go............................



July 24, 2008
「 the shadow.the darkness. 23:38 」

...not even there yet.. and you are already thinking too much again.. wake up lei...

sorry



July 23, 2008
「 the shadow.the darkness. 22:58 」

it started with...

now it has come to this...

this year is definitely the year of good and superhero movies man. from iron man, to the incredible hulk to prince caspian, hancock, wanted and now it's finally here. the dark knight. although it's a bit lengthy, IT IS 10/10!!! gosh.. i'm not gonna give any spoiler or anything, (since so many people complaint earlier), so my final verdict is: just watch it and be awed.

question in mind:how to be the joker? "why so serious?"



July 16, 2008
「 the shadow.the darkness. 20:42 」


You are The Sun


Happiness, Content, Joy.


The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.


Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.


The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy.


What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.




there is always ups and downs in life. i always believe there is no such thing as a perfect day, there is also no such thing as a screwed day. it's just which perspective are you looking from. a positive perspective? or a negative perspective? how can people strike a balance of being a pessimistic and yet optimistic?

in life everyone has an identity. yet, not everyone knows what is his/her identity. how do you find your identity? is it a natural thing and you will find it as time goes by? or do you have to work for it? what is an identity? is it something that people regard you as? or it is something you feel best describes you?

relationships are a must in a person's life. humans are social beings, they say. but will a human actually die simply if he/she has no friend? how does it feel being a loner? how does it feel being in the limelight? do people who don't have friends really need to go find one?

the things that are confusing about life.. oops.. randoming in nonsensical ways again.. haha..



July 04, 2008
「 the shadow.the darkness. 23:02 」

Happy Birthday!!!
happy birthday to you..
happy birthday to you..
...happy birthday to you...



July 02, 2008
「 the shadow.the darkness. 21:56 」

is it what i really started as that matters? i wanted to start on a fresh page of my life.. yeah it turns out the better.. but now people cant stop looking at me as a joker.. but is a joker really the legacy that i want to leave behind? thinking back.. i have left a bad legacy back in my school.. i tried to start afresh.. yet.. i havent been able to see clearly where im going towards... will i really leave the joker legacy.. its very irritating to be treated as a joker.. yet maybe that's what i do best.........

[crown clown]....