-i am hollow within-: September 2007
September 29, 2007
「 the shadow.the darkness. 16:57 」
Personal Messages to People in GESS:

Riyanti:
Hrm... I have a lot to say to you, but i guess i will just summarize it this way. The best thing I have ever come across in my life was meeting you. =) You have given me the meaning of life, you have given tremendous support in many things that I do, you have taught me how to compromise, you have taught me how to be a better person.. simply said, if I never met you, I will never be the same like what I am now. I'm sorry for everything I have done wrong to you and also thank you for being such an understanding and forgiving better half. I love you and I hope we will stay the same forever, never to let go =D

Zheng Yi:
Thanks for being such a good deputy head prefect. I didn't know everything you have done for me to support me. That day after you had a talk with hoong leong in his car, he told me what have you done.. and I really really appreciate it. I was also guilty.. didn't know why I still can be such a dork, keep scolding you for your or whatever.. hrm.. hope you will forgive me ya? And that day when you told me that I should be proud that i can score that kind of L1R5 with so many involvements at hand while others did not.. I was really touched. Thank you Zhengyi.. without me realizing it, you have become one of the best friend I will ever have. Good luck in your future endeavours and take care! as for "her" well.. i can only say good luck ya? =)

Sultan:
Hrm.. I really have got to thank you from the bottom of my heart ya? haha.. we have frequent fights here and there and i guess mostly it's because of my fault? yup so do forgive me ya? i'm this kind of unreasonable person. but whatever it is.. you are still another best friend that i will also have.. i really appreciate everything you have done for me and the support u gave me as a friend. Don't be so disappointed with your prelim marks, because in the end you still do better than me.. yup.. so good luck for O levels and take care! hope we will stay as friends forever!

Hoong Leong:
hrm.. it all started since I was year 1? haha still remember vividly how I used to be afraid of you because I feel I had done something wrong by not joining your cca.. but when you told me you didn't even hold it against me, i was quite shocked.. haha, well I guess that's the start of our friendship? I have learnt many things from the way you talk, the way you do things, the life experiences that you have shared with me. Although, everytime I will have a big fight with many of my friends when I talked about you to them, I still hold on to this friendship.. yup.. haha so in a way I was sandwich, but like you always say "as long as you are not guilty.." =) haha.. I have really benefited a lot from our friendship, and I hope it will stay this way forever yup. I just wanna apologise for everything I have done wrong, and also thank you for everything you have done for me.. I really appreciate it.. Good luck with SL next year and don't worry I will try to help as much as possible.. Take care!
(...if you fail to plan, you plan to fail...)

PACS:
hrm, you people come in the list as a group, because it's very difficult to talk about you guys and gals separately.. haha, in my eyes the bond you guys had is inseparable.. Peng, Angeline, Cheryl and Safwan.. you guys revived the meaning of friendship in my heart, when I have lost almost everything.. for that I am really grateful.. although at times I still feel odd being with you guys and gals, but I really appreciate it that I have you as friends. I pray for your bond to stay the same forever because I dont want to see you all separate.. yup.. i cant really put my other feelings into words.. its too abstract haha.. so good luck to all of you and take care!! Stay forever the same and stay PACS!!! =P

... there are many more to go, but i have to go for now.. so will probably continue tomorrow =P


28 September 07 - G.E.S.S Graduation Ceremony

wow.. it's finally come down to this day.. it's graduation day.. hrm.. i guess many people would have mixed feelings just like me.. yup.. i dont want to leave this school.. and also my beloeved friends and teacheres.. haha.. also dont know how to string those feelings into words... well guess it's a sad yet happy day? :P.. well we had the ceremony at 11.. had normal lessons before that.. but mr. phua and ms. chia was kind enough to let us slack! haha.. thanks to them.. well anyway we watched the guardian in mr. phua's lesson.

at 11, hrm.. the moment we have been waiting for, start of the ceremony.. angeline, zheng yi and me went to usher the VIPs up to the hall.. it started with address by mr. giam, followed by the VIP speech, dr. alan prem kumar.. he's a damn blur man lar.. well anyway, next was the graduating teams went up to the stage to receive the graduation package, team by team and we also watched videos from the teams for the coaches.. hrm.. i guess by now people are crying? i dont know.. haha.. after that was my speech.. i know a lot of people wasn't even paying attention lol.. but well.. i dont know, was kind of nervous.. some more my family was around.. haha.. followed by angeline's reading of rite passage then zheng yi school creed.. there it was the end of the ceremony... hrm.. den meet up with the pb exco and give them some thing and took picture with them.. yups... dont know how to elaborate more.. a very sad day indeed.. haha...


September 06, 2007
「 the shadow.the darkness. 15:30 」
oops.. haven't been blogging for a long long time.. haha.. busy busy for the past few weeks.. anyway now that teachers' day is over.. i only have prelims and Os to worry now!! haha..

anyway HAPPY BELATED TEACHERS' DAY to all the teachers out there especially the teachers in gan eng seng school.. hope you guys enjoyed the celebration we have planned for you that day!! though it might not have been perfect.. (well.. its our first time plannin for such a big scale event.. haha)

and to fellow gessians out there, prelims as well as N level's just round the corner... GOOD LUCK TO ALL !! JIA YOU and ALL THE WAY!!! :D