May 31, 2008
i am who I AM
i am NOT HIM
i am NOT ANYONE
i am ME
and you think when he said that it was very funny huh
well i can tell you in the face it wasn't
screw it
...the bad days always come after the good ones...
May 30, 2008
people always say:
it is not about possessing,
it is about seeing that one is happy,
yup.. that's the way it will be then
to you: stay happy always =)
May 29, 2008
nowadays it's so hard to keep focused...
i am unstable.. unstable in a way that i cannot describe..
what do i hope to achieve in the end, is a mystery...
what does destiny have in stall for me?...
destiny is said to be in one's own hands...
i want to control my own destiny...
i want to control my fate...
i want to be someone, not just anyone...
this is my aim in life...
i shall focus...
May 25, 2008
i know u like him that much... its a fact that i have known since dunno how many months ago, just dun repeat it again and again.. haha... it just make me feel even more a thorn on ur side.. or even a pain in the ass...
that day u said.. u could not even decipher if i ever tell the truth or a joke?... so what is it? can you tell what im really saying is the truth?... it doesnt even matter if i gave up.. so what's the point of asking even? haha...
announcement
32nd Students' Council Investiture
16th House Committees' Investiture
TJC Mardi Gras 23 May 2008
and other photos...
in my facebook!
(damn difficult to post everything on blogger)
haha
May 24, 2008
again and again.. things happen... why is it always like this? i thought yesterday was a super good day... turns out i screw things up again... why am i such a failure as a friend? as a human? as a social being?... its like im a jynx always in their lives.. make their days lousier.. bring them to the lowest of their mood.. i hate it.. i hate myself.. for making history repeat again and again...
maybe i really should have no friends at all.. i dun even know how to handle my own life... much less bringing in people to my miserable life.. my friends are always there for me.. but will i ever be there for them? i always think things screw up cos its u, u, u, u and ur fault.. but i always never think back.. maybe until now, i always think of friends as just another tools...........................................
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23rd May - TJC Mardi Gras 2008!
Today is another day of the week that we have been waiting for! In the morning there was the house committees investiture! haha.. I got excused for the first 2 periods, because the SC needs to return the HC a favour for helping out in our investiture on wednesday. Anyways, after that we had a reception and got to eat some of the food yea! =)
After the investiture, I had two more lessons to go before getting dismissed to go help out in the mardi gras rehearsal. At 1230, went for lunch, and sound check for mardi gras started at around 1500-1630. The real event started at 1900! It was a total blast with the appearance of the harley davidson riders, and teachers parading down the track with the costumes. Although I didn't get to see much of this, I'm sure the people watching them was super impressed! Haha.. Anyways, if you haven't know by now, what mardi gras is all about.. It's basically a carnival/event that is celebrated by many european countries where people dress up and have fun. So, if you were there at my school yesterday, you would be able to see lots of people dressing up, as faeries, knights, soldiers, kings, apples, grapes, etc etc! haha! If you miss this year's mardi gras, be sure to look out for it in 2010! cos this event is celebrated biannually in TJC! =) you will get to see performances from the performing arts pdp in tjc, and also performances from TJCians! not only that there will also be game and food stalls! =)
P.S. will upload the photos for mardi gras next time... gotta rush for meeting now =P
May 21, 2008
21st May 2008
Temasek Junior College - 32nd Students' Council Investiture
This is the day, that all the 32nd elects have been waiting for, since the day we are elected. Reminiscing back the past of campaigning, rallying, mass dance, morning meet-ups, council camp, council campfire... this is where we have come. Many may thought, this has been a long journey for us. However, those were just the prologue of this book, called "The 32nd's Council Term". It is now, the beginning the book, and we the 32nd Students' Council will be the authors of this very book, as we enter our new council term. Today is the day of our pride, the day we don our blazers, the day we receive our name tags, the day we receive our council badge, which has been passed down batch and batch of councillors, generation to generation. It will only not be the day of joy, but the day of recognition of our responsibilities, and (on a more negative tone) the day where the real scrutiny and hardship starts.
To all 32nd Councillors: Although, it may be the day where real scrutiny starts, we will get over it together as a council. Ad Alta: Each Endeavouring All Achieving. Keep this motto of our council in your mind at all times. No matter what hardships, obstacles, challenges that we may face during our council term, we will go through it as one council, one family. Let us also not forget the motto of all the Students' Council of TJC: Betterment Through Dedication. Needless to say, what we do should always be for the good of others.
This is a day, that the 31st Students' Council may or may not have been waiting for. This day marks the end of their council term. The last chapter of their very own book, "The 31st's Council Term". They have left behind a legacy for us, the 32nd Students' Council. It is a unique legacy, different from any other Students' Council batch. It is the 31st's legacy. We will bear in mind, what you have taught us, what you have shared with us as seniors. In the heart of the 32nd's Students' Council, you will never be forgotten, as once a councillor, always a councillor.
To all 31st Councillors: All I can say is thank you! Thank you for all the hard work that you have put in to groom us, to be the next batch of councillors, to continue your legacy. We will not disappoint you, and we will be a council, that is just as strong as your council, and we will serve the college with all of our heart. Thank You!
May 18, 2008
...time will decide...
u always take my words just for joke right? everything i do is just a joke, just a frigging crap that doesn't mean a fcuking shit to u right!
shrug off everything i say, just because you think it's not important,
hit me with everything you've got, just because you think i deserve it,
leash me like a dog and have me follow you around, just because you think it's convenient
scold me all you like, just because you are super piss with things that i say and do
but forget me, just because i don't mean a fcuking piece of crap to you
go ahead... make your stand...
ooops.. haha sorry.. just had to let off steam =P
Last Week before the holidays. The week of pride, the week of fun =)
next week's going to be the week that everyone in tjc has been waiting for!!.. haha it's the last week of school!! (which means JCT IS COMING.. DAMN! =P).. it's the week of MARDI GRAS!! it's the week of the TEMASEK TITANS.. and of course.. the week of STUDENTS' COUNCIL INVESTITURE and HOUSE COMMITTEE'S INVESTITURE! it's going to be exciting.. can't wait to get my name tag and council badge.. =) haha..
anyways.. holidays coming.. but it doesn't feel like a holiday at all.. with my aunt around.. and so many stuff to do.. haha.. but i just wanna study hard for JCT too.. haha.. but i haven't set any target yet.. shyts.. i shall do so soon.. haha
it has been weird since then... i became so confused and befuddled with my surroundings... i can't really tell anymore what is the right thing to do.. it's like, i hope answers just come to me naturally.. why can't things stay the same all the time.. why does change have to play a part every time? how i wish i was still a small kid that doesn't think so much... haha...
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May 10, 2008
oblivious
i wanna be oblivious
pretend its not there
see nothing
hear nothing
say nothing
just wait, wait, wait
SENDY, WAIT FOR WHAT? LOL
just ask lar...
cannot cannot.. don't even think about it
losing a friend... is what i'm good at
i'm still wondering until now,
is there no one that i can relate to out there,
is the world really a place for loners?
i thought humans are social beings?
messy messy life
yup, that's my life
friction with a friend is nothing, losing a friend is everything
TJC 32nd Students' Council 1st GM =)
haha.. blogging "properly" after a long time.. haha.. anyways today is the first GM with the 32nd sc! was pretty exciting i guess as everyone would be getting their posts and portfolio.. haha.. anyways before the GM, exco had a meeting earlier to finalise a few stuff.. and distribution of committee manpower!! haha.. anyways result won't be released just yet.. so fellow scs, you guys gotta wait until wednesday =P.. haha those of you who will be with me for Project S.D. (aka project staff day LOL, YES that's what im going to call it as, sounds damn professional lar LOL) be sure to be in for fun, though im not claiming that the other projects won't be fun, but i wanna prove everyone that staff day is just as fun or more! :D MUAHAHAHA
the GM was damn long lar.. haha i think around 3 hours.. but it was quite exciting gm, so no one really got bored haha.. and we managed to get all the portfolios filled.. yup.. after the GM, i hitch a ride from jonathan (thanks jon :)) back home, before taking bus back to tiong bahru to meet with black for lunch.. haha.. then after that was the most shyt part of the day.. come back home and RUSH TO CLEAN THE HOUSE... auntie suddenly say she's coming back tonight... O.o.. haha.. anyways life's going to be back the way it was.. haha
p.s. today is seriously a twister day... or should i say mostly sucky day.. yeah.. haha..........
May 08, 2008
doing something right.. is no longer what i know
having faith is important
but i have no faith at all
not in any god
not in anything i do
not in anybody
not in myself
hollow faith is all i have
no one to lean on, having faith of oneself is the key to existence
May 05, 2008
what was i thinking??.. haha..
gotta stop thinking too highly of myself
to be something you gotta start from nothing
once you are something, it's just your beginning to be another nothing
it's one whole cycle
it's time for me to focus, and not think too much
what is not mine will not be mine
appreciating what one have is important
nothing is something, something is nothing
